Because of YOU

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side
so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of youI am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of youI am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

lagu ini benar2 mengusik hatiku yg pilu ini. seakan-akan menceritakan apa yang sedang aku lalui saat ini. yang mana rentetan drpd kisah hidupku yang lalu, yang pernah aku lalui suatu masa dahulu membuatkan aku takut akan masa hadapan. keliru akan apa yang patut aku lakukan. terasa berat untuk bahuku memikulnya. tapi hidup mesti diteruskan dengan apa cara sekalipun... aku berharap insan yang berkenaan akan sedar akan kesilapannya dan menginsafinya. sukar untuk aku melupakan apa yang pernah dia lakukan pada diriku ini dan memaafkannya juga ada sesuatu yang sukar untuk aku lakukan tapi aku sedar suatu hari nanti aku harus menerimanya. biarlah masa yang menentukannya...